Never going to end, never going to end.

So the life of a vampire continues. I recently learned that though construction was to continue I was going to get to keep my vacation they week that it was planned. I nice gesture right. WRONG. I'm really going on vacation because they are changing the scope of the work, and well pretty much re-doing everything. Basically they needed at least a week more to re-draw all the plans. So I am on vacation, but am looking at another four plus weeks of the wonderful world of the overnight.
Now this presents a bit of a problem. See I'm on vacation. Its been like eight weeks since I've really hung out with my friends and done anything, but I have to go right back to night in a week. So does one change back to days, or spend a week cleaning ones house because its a hot mess. Well currently I've decided to try days for a bit. Its not really going well, and this vacation is starting to suck. Even if I stay up as long as I can. I can only make it to like 7ish. They I lay there on my friends couch it what can only be called a highly vegetative state.
I don't mean that I sit there watching TV and drinking lots. I mean I literally have no idea what is going on the world around me, my eyes are closed, but I'm not in fact a sleep. I can't make myself move or anything constituting wakefulness, but I'm not sleeping either. This has become my sleep. Around tenish I can manage to get up long enough to go to bed, mostly because I'm soo f-ing uncomfortable that I can't stand it anymore.
This morning I woke up and was so excited because it was day out. Meaning that maybe I actually slept through the real night. Turns out it was 2:17am. Not day light at all, but there I was wide awake and unable to sleep. Fuck you I say to this craziness, Fuck you.
I already broke my toe, and gave myself a concussion last week, can't I just get some sleep for all my troubles. My hands are numb all the time, My skin so ridiculously white that its really a disgusting greyish color. Ok well I did sit outside during the day all day on friday when it was 80 out, so now its wicked pink. The awesome shade of pink that ones skin gets when its NEVER sees light. It rocks. I didn't even know it was possible for skin to burn like that outside of ones like swimsuit lines.
I'm done with this I say, done with it. If only I could magic myself a rich husband, so I could be done now and not in four plus weeks. That's completely realistic if I do say so myself.