I think I'm going to die.

So its a normal night nothing exciting or interesting going on. I think I have to go to the bathroom, so I go into my bathroom. Sit down on the toliet which is currently still working well without any trees comming out of it. So its a bit late and I'm in lala land. I turn my head and on my sink is my hair brush and on my hair brush is seriously the nasty spider I've seen since I've lived here. I'm in the middle of going to the bathroom so this is a little nerve racking for me. First for those of you who have read my blog through the ages, or who actually know me know that I'm afraid of spiders. I've learned to live alongside a large quantiy of daddy longleggs and we are fine as long as they stay in their space and I stay in mine. Cross the line and they are gone. Simple as that. This however was definitly not a daddy longleggs. It wasn't even my normal huge black spider, or my slightly less common wierd albinio looking spider. It was black with wierd yellow spots or some such shit on it. Not that was going to get close enough to really look at it.
Now the trouble is not just with the spider being in my bathroom. The problem is it was on my hair brush. Granted it was just on the handle and all which made it rather easy to kill, but still. Ick. See the reason I make everyone else kill the spiders in the first place, or kill them by over spraying large quanities of raid on them is because I'm afraid they will fall on me. Where on me you ask, well no place freaks me out more than the idea of a sipder in my hair. I don't know why. I don't have rational reasons for this fear. Its just freaks me out. Always has. Like the one time I was walking home from school with my brother when we were younger, and A bee stung me on the top of the head cause it got stuck in my hair. Sure it was the 80ies and if I had to ventrue a guess there was probably lots of hair spray involved, but today it still freaks me out to think of any bug in my hair. Let me tell you the more leggs it has the worse I feel about it.
I don't know what to do know cause i'm not really sure I can use that brush anymore. But I really like it. I might have to boil it or something. I'm never going to be able to sleep tonight.