An update

I haven't really done anything exciting in the last few days, but I just thought I'd update and let you all know that I'm feeling a million times better. I've decided that I'm going to focus on my own life for awhile which I think will be good. Namely getting my body taken care of so that I'm in less pain. On that note I've been going to physical therapy twice a week, and I really think I'm starting to feel better. I've also committed to doing my excerises everyday since they help my back, and they actually make me feel better all around.
I've also been reading quite a bit which makes me feel better. I read A Tree Grows in Brooklyn which is really a very good book. Currently reading An Empire of Weath: The Epic History of American Economic Power. Which I'm pretty sure no one cares about but me. Maybe T would find is interesting, but I would venture to bet it might even be outside her historical interests. Anyways I'm pretty excite about it.
The only down side of life right now is that I can't seem to eat anything. Now worries this is not an emotional problem, its actually an allergy problem which persents itself about the first week of every May. I am however trying to make sure I take my allergy meds eveyday which if I'm successful would be a first.
For all of my friends and family I'm enternally gratefull. When Life happens its always intersting to see who will be there by yourside. You'll notice I said life and not when bad shit happens, becuase I really think what happened was for the best for both of involved. As is the case sometimes it just takes a bit of thinking to get to that point. Anyways thats all I really have for now. And no worries i'm sure I'll have something to bitch about soon enough.
I am looking for an apartment again. Maybe a roomate if anyone knows anything etc.

Of sad things

I'm sure most of my readers know this but Jon and I broke up this past friday. I'm not going to blog about the details of the relationship becasue honestly that would be unfair to him. He has been nothing but fair to me, so I will not disrespect him in that way.
I will say only that I'm feeling more that a little sad right now, not that I won't be ok cause we all know I will. Anyways I can use all the love and support of the friends I have even if they think I haven't been around much. I hardly ever ask for help, but I think right now I could really use it.
I don't have much else to say right now, since I'm not feeling whitty or commical in any way. All I ask is that you if you feel like posting comments to this that you also choose not to disrespect myself or Jon. I will just delete the comment if you choose to do that. That really all I have for now.

So many choices!!!

So I finished up the book T bought me for Christmas along with all the books I borrowed of M's months ago. I realized today that I'm in a really big reading mood, so on the way home from work I made a pit stop to powells book store. Now I normally don't find much in the way of books to read from there, in fact I've never before made a purchase. But today I was just strolling along and thought what the hell can't hurt to look. Now for those of you who have ever been to a book store with me will know this already, but I don't really pick books for any reason other than the cover looks interesting. I know I know you can't judge a book by its cover blah blah, but it turns out I can and I normally do a pretty good job. The problem with Powells is that you can't really see most of the book covers, so there is a lot of pulling out and putting back that has to go on before you really find anything.
Today however I was in a pleasant evnough mood that doing this didn't seem too terribly hard. I was around for 15 20 minutes, and was just about to leave and I decided what the hell and pick a book (now one can say this more often at Powell's because the book are like 4.95, and all in all a bad choice is really about the cost of a cup of coffee). Then I walked around the store like eight more times. As I was getting ready to leave I decided on another book by Jane Austen because well lets face it I love Jane Austen. Then I managed to pick up three more books on my way out, from the same place I walked through like ten times. I tell ya I dont' know what is wrong with me.
Now I have five books and I really don't know what book I want to read first. Don't start telling me that I should just read them all at once. I'm really not capable of that. Plus then which one do you start first. Ahh so many choices I just don't know what to do.