You can't always get what you want.

But if you try sometimes you get what you need. Besides being a good song and a cheesy way to start out I think that this applies to most things in life. Though I don't really think that most people feel this way. See maybe here's the problem. I don't think anything in life is perfect, or anyone for that matter. There is no perfect friend, girlfriend, boyfriend, parent, sibling etc. There is no perfect job, perfect house, perfect life. But it seems however that people still believe that these things exist. On top of that they come without work, compromise, and should be easy. But thats the problem, nothing worth having is easy. Which might be why so many find it so easy to throw so much away for so little.
Don't get me wrong I not a believer in the idea that everything could and should work out. As I don't think that for even a second. I'm just saying that in this give me what I want when I want it society we seem to have created, that I think people have lost sight of whats really important. There is no person out there friend family or lover that can meet your every need. There is no job that will pay you large sums of money to do nothing. Anyways I just think people have lost their grip on reality, and maybe I'm also in a mood.

One dollar and 68 cents

Thats how much money has been in my checking account for the past week. The sad part is actually two fold. First that I actually had money in my savings account that I could not touch, and secondly that I've been trying really hard not to spend money. The first reason was really the most annoying because its really not my fault. I mean I guess it is partially my fault in that I did buy my brother that truck, however that being said it wasn't his fault either. See the loan turn out to be in default. I did call him and get a little bit mad, but I also had added him to my account last month because I was tired of dealing with it, being that he pays the damn bills. So he was actually getting everything together, and when he made the payment the bank put the amount in wrong. The best part is that the payment was only short three fucking dollars. How are you going to hold all the money in my savings account for THREE dollars, that my brother actually paid in the first place. Even if he didn't it was THREE damn dollars. And I never received a phone call or letter in the mail or anything. But alas it gets better cause when he goes in to take care of it, and they tell him its their fault, instead of fixing it that took the payment out all together making it worse. Anyways that part is fixed now, but it was quite annoying.
The second part is annoying because I really have been trying had to stop spending so much money, but everything seems to have gotten so much more expensive. I try to bring my lunch to work, but grocery shopping seems to cost me a small fortune to buy half as much as what I used to. It cost almost as much to bring lunch as to buy it, except that when I bring my damn lunch it seems like I'm starving by the time I get home. UGH I hate money.

NEED NEED NEED

I NEED NEED NEED this dress. I know what your thinking, I think I need a lot of things. But seriously that might just be the cutest dress that I've ever seen. I'm pretty sure the designer made it just for me. Oh is soooooooo cute. Who wants to borrow me 130 dollars. Well really 30% off 130 dollars.